Thursday, October 12, 2006

Another Update

It's been a long time since my last post. My sister and niece came to visit from California for 10 days and I couldn't find time to write anything. We had so much fun. My BIL joined them for 4 days of the trip and it was great to hang out and do whatever we wanted. I saw them off this morning and am back in my suddenly silent apartment.

I hadn't seen my niece since she was two weeks old. She's almost five months now and I can't believe how much she changed. My sister is an absolutely amazing mom. Of course, having her here was sometimes and emotional challenge, especially when we got together with my pregnant SIL. She and my sister spent most of the time talking about pregnancy, making me feel so lonely. I felt like the rejected member of the club I want more than anything to join. My sister told me later how sorry she was and that was nice. I also know it meant a lot to my SIL to have someone to talk to. It just feels like every family gathering from now on is going to center on pregnancy and children and it just reminds me of what I don't have.

So I crossed the line from "maybe IVF" to "definitely IVF" last Thursday while we were shopping. It was no great surprise because my temps told me that my period was coming. But while we were walking around the mall, it really hit me - we're going forward with IVF. It felt so surreal to be starting the process that we'd been talking about for so long. Instead of "if we do IVF" we're now saying "when". It feels great to me moving forward.

I've called the IVF coordinating nurse to set up my IVF cycle. She made sure I'd completed recent bloodwork and had an HSG. They're going to call me next week to set up my trial transfer and injection instruction appointments. Then I'll start injections two weeks from today. I can't believe this is finally happening!

4 comments:

Piccinigirl said...

these is excellent news!!! I am so happy and as someone who will be looking into(probobly doing) IVF in the new year I know that I am in such a rush for it to be here.
I am so excited for you and look forward to being on the journey with you.

GOOD LUCK!!

aah0424 said...

I know that having to do treatments isn't the first choice for ways to get pregnant, but I think it is great news. At least you are proactive and have a plan. I'm wishing you all the best!

Anonymous said...

Good luck. It's not an easy journey, but then niether is any infertility issue.

Hugs
Cate

Anonymous Infertile said...

Good luck! It must have been really hard to be around your niece and your pg SIL just as you are waiting to start your IVF cycle - like this situation isn't already emotional enough!